Vent It Out

Title: As a queer person, betray by queer person

Hey there,

Let me share a story that hits close to home. As a queer person, I found myself in a living situation with a friend who also identified as transgender. We'll call them, or as they preferred, Nikie. At first, I was optimistic about our arrangement. We agreed to split the rent, make our space cozy, and have a good time together. But little did I know, things would take a painful turn.

It all started innocently enough, with a conversation about having friends over. I mentioned that I might have some buddies come by from time to time, and they seemed fine with it. We even discussed where they could stay, so I assumed everything was settled. However, it wasn't long before things took a darker turn.

One day, they became intoxicated and aggressive when one of my friends visited. They began threatening to kick my friend out, which left me feeling incredibly uneasy. This wasn't an isolated incident. Their behaviour became possessive, controlling, and downright frightening.

I tried to reason with them, but they wouldn't listen. Instead, they erupted into fits of rage, throwing objects around and yelling at me. I felt trapped and scared within my own home, resorting to locking myself in my room just to feel safe.

When I finally reached out to the police for help, they didn't take my concerns seriously. They questioned our living arrangement, dismissing the severity of the situation. It was a blow to my already fragile sense of security.

To make matters worse, they used personal information about my health issues against me, manipulating and further exploiting my vulnerabilities.

In the aftermath of the incident, I had no choice but to seek refuge with a friend. However, even there, I didn't find solace. My friend eventually asked me to leave, leaving me feeling abandoned and uncertain of who to turn to.

Now, I'm left grappling with a difficult decision. Do I swallow my pride and leave the flat, accepting the financial losses? Or do I confront them, risking further conflict and turmoil?

Reflecting on the situation, I realize I made a mistake. I placed my trust in someone who ultimately betrayed it. But you know what? It's okay to make mistakes. What matters is that we learn from them and strive to grow from the experience.

If you find yourself in a similar predicament, know that you're not alone. Reach out for support, whether it's from friends, family, or support services. Remember, it's never too late to reclaim your sense of safety and well-being.

Take care