Health & Strength

I feel like I wanna cry so much since two days

But I don't want to because it'd make me feel more sh*tty and don't know what to do

I wanna talk to someone about it but the only person who has the context to my situation and understands the gravity (and who I think won't mind me reaching out) is my bestfriend and he's busy with his applications so don't wanna disturb him

I really miss my old life when I was studying and chilling. It wasn't a perfect time but everyday it's getting clearer to me that I'm most happy while studying, but unfortunately I'm not smart enough to stick to academia

Wish I had a wider support system, multiple channels for this stuff yk